sharina's antics

Stuffyduff.

2006-09-14T04:25:00.000-07:00

Cheering has been postponed for next Thursday. There are advantages and disadvantages to that. But whatever, let's not elaborate on that. What can I say? Well, simple. I don't really expect us, the Seniors to win the cheering competition. I'm not even near the confidence level that some people have about my batch. It's still not Champion-material to me. Our cheerleaders? We try our best but I don't think the routine's working eh. There's no balance at all. But, props to everyone who's working hard. Lordwilling it will pay off in the end. I hear the Juniors are great. We even have the same cheers and style, we might as well perform ng sabay. Hahaha. But we really love the Sophies and the Freshies! They're such easygoing people who don't think they're better than everyone else. Sa lakad palang makikita mo na eh.. Ang yayabang nung iba.. Oh well, we'll all see on the 21st.

What else.. well, my grades surprisingly wow-ed me. I did not expect such good grades at all. God is good. It's such a pressure though to have to maintain those grades all throughout which I don't think I'll be able to. I got a 94 in Math & Filipino. 91 in English and 97 in CL. What's my reklamo? Pucha, my PEHM (PE, MUSIC, ACP) fucking grade. 85. PUTA. Sorry but I just need to finally let this out. I DID NOT EXPECT THAT AT ALL. KAHIT 90 LANG MASAYA NA AKO EH. RED EAGLE PA SANA YON. LECHE TALAGA. HIJODEPUTA. THAT .6 IN THE CARD REALLY MATTERS. SHET. ANG LAKI NG NAWALA KO BECAUSE OF THAT EH. SHIT SHIT SHIT. I REALLY REGRET BEING A SUMMER TRAINEE IN ACP. No sorrys. Pucha. I wasted my summer, lahat, nagpaka-leche leche kami, as in total robots tapos ganon? Where are the benefits?! I DONT SEE THEM.. AT ALL. ONE BIG REGRET PUCHA. And to think I wrote about that so-called accomplishment in my Ateneo essay. BULLSHIT.
Baka ano pa masabi ko, so I'ma cut this short.

ACET ON SUNDAY!!! SHIT SHIT. HAVEN'T STUDIED YET. GOODBYE BLUE EAGLE. *sob*

fiesta augustinheartache

2006-08-28T06:46:00.000-07:00

It's been 4 days.

I'm not going through emotions,
waiting and a hoping you call me.
I'm not missin' you.
You mighta had me open,
but I must be goin' because I got lots to do.
I know i'm usually hanging on,
I used to hate to see you go.
But this time is different,
I don't even feel the distance.
I'm not missin' you.

Let's just see where this will lead me.
Use your head, follow your heart. ♥ ♥ ♥

Today was Fiesta Augustiniana. Uhhh, my family sucked eggs, okay? Overall champion nga, suckers naman. I really hate how the boys think they're so completely dominant and better than the girls. Fine, you know-it-alls. May araw rin kayo. It's not all about the pagpapatawa. Fuckers. This is such a bad year for me, talaga. I hate all the fccckiing drama. Puro kadramahan. It's just High School. Don't take everything so seriously. CHILL.
The Cheering Competition? Sus. We lost last year and so what? We still lived through the whole year. We're still alive now. Maybe without the trophy and the title, but so? That doesn't mean we should stop excelling in other things. Sus. People just need to relax. If we get the title, ano? People will bow down to us already? We don't need that title for people to respect us if we want it so badly. It should be manifested through us everyday. It doesn't come outside. It comes from within.

friendship day

2006-08-22T05:29:00.000-07:00

Today was the last ever Friendship Day we will celebrate in CSA. Probably even in our entire lives. They don't celebrate FDay in college, do they? Time seems to fly by really fast. So fast I can't even imagine where I will be months from now when we graduate High School. College? It's so overrated. We shell out thousands of pesos for a good college education and where do we end up? Call Centers R us or something of that sort. (No offense meant to those call center agents. It's a hard job also, I know) I mean, yes of course, I want to get into a good college and I want to study but being practical, it basically will just get you a job, even if it means underemployment, then hey, it's still employment. Parang sobrang gumastos ka lang for nothing. Nag-aral ka pa ng Calculus, Trigo at Algeb for what? Answering phone calls and entertaining customers. And when you take up Nursing pa.. you studied Bio, Chem and everything just to learn the physics of wiping people's asses. (No offense again to Nursing students, forgive me) Yes, I am bitter because the world now is becoming more and more superficial. The people who are really rich in this world are actually rich na from the beginning palang. The Ayalas, Zobels, Tans, Lopezes, etc. who have already made a name for themselves and it just follows. The hierarchy of richness. It's basically sila sila lang. Or if not, yung ibang mayayaman who can start a business and shell out the needed capital for it. Shucks, where is all this bitterness coming from? Why am I so acrimonious all of a sudden? Probably because I'm still unsure of my future and I still DO NOT have any idea on what I'll become in the future. I definitely don't want to be an old maid with 75 kittens.

Anyway, today we also had our last Opening of Intramurals. We won back-to-back best creative entrance. Yeahhhh. Haha. Juni and I were the emcees. Grabe ah, I got the student activity coordinator terrorism again. I mean, just before we started, she came up to me and said, "Poquiz ah, I did not hear you practice. Every emcee should go through me. That's an SOP...." and I just closed my ears and didn't listen anymore. The last few words were of the ayusin mo na diyan line or something. Buti nalang Juni was there to comfort me. He patted my back and told me to just let it go. We prayed outside pa before the whole thing because I was shaking. I could feel the butterflies, talaga. And some of my friends even noticed the mic shaking while I was announcing. Hahaha. Whattanexperience. I'm just glad it's over. The terror, okay? So tomorrow, we have Man for All Men. Meaning, we have regular classes. Boo. Today was such a fun day for we had no lessons/quizzes to worry about! Sayang, it had to end rin.

yeah, that's juni and i right there.

clearer pics soon. ♥

Thank you for all the kind people who welcomed me back! sucha nice feeling talaga. kisses!
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY, my loves!

a fresh new start

2006-08-20T04:48:00.000-07:00

xanga's cool but i really got bored with it. now, i'm back to where i belong! blogspot. yeah. hmmm, so nothing really. this 3-day weekend has been really boring. i haven't done anything productive. exams are finally over and thank goodness! haaay, this upcoming week shall be a very busy one for augustinians kasi puro activities! woohoo. cheering's coming up pa so puro practices talaga!

my girl has really captivated my heart. im totally inlove with the two koreans there. lee jun ki and lee dong wook. haaay, kakainlove. sobrang inspiration ko si nico nung periodical exams namen! nakakakilig talaga!

i've been reading 7 Habits for Highly Effective Teens for a while now and can I just say how much I'm learning? It's a nice book, worth the Php500. I suggest you buy it and learn some things.

lemme share a little thought to those pessimistic people:
"you know something? before this accident, i could do 10,000 things. now i can only do 9,000. i could spend the rest of my life dwelling on the 1,000 that i lost, but i choose to focus on the 9,000 that are left."
good night everyone.

back to blogger.

2006-08-20T03:09:00.000-07:00

Well well well, I'm back to Blogger.
I'm trying out my layout so yeah, I'll post later.